So...despite moderate annoyances, life is good. Boyfriend, yep, he's been un-spaced, is amazing. He surprised me with concert tickets for my birthday and we've been to a few other concerts since. He's an intellectual, which i love. Sunday morning breakfasts together and dinner with my sister and her fiancee occasionally.
Pretty sure my real girls and i are getting a smaller apartment next year and getting away from the psycho. Hellloooo brookside, 3 bedroom, 3 bathroom apartments.On that note...
UD ON THE FRENEMY SIT:
HER: Madison trip tomorrow 2pm. Roomies come? :-)
ME: I have an exam at three that im going to be studying for, if you go after 445 i can though.
HER: nope. i said 2pm.
Yeah that bitch can go get f*cked
..anyways, back to life being good. Summer's almost here, thank god. My classes/end of the semester work is really starting to get to me. As well as just sharing a room with someone in general, my current roommate is great, but i'm ready to be home with my own room, bathroom and entertainment area. thank you dad for spoiling me.
speaking of dad, parental units are finally over the legal mishap. So i'm back to being the golden child, which is good because i want a new car.
Cant wait to get home and see my girrrls <3
Monday, April 18, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Frenemies and the "me friends"
Lets face it, everyone has them. Mine comes in the form of a 5'1 bitch named emily. How fitting, it sounds just like enemy. I'm not a "snarky" person and I'm never looking for a fight. So people who are baffle me. Especially when those people pretend to be my friend. I don,t think friendship looks like blaming someone or calling them out on all their faults, I believe it's loving them past the mistakes they've made or possible character flaws they incur along the way. So, i have been trying to do just that. Let me first tell you that it has been to no avail. She laps up the attention sure enough, but whenever something doesn't please her she lashes out at the people around her. I have had the misfortune of being one of those people on more than one occasion. From prospective boyfriends, to snacks I'm eating this little whirl wind can find fault with me. Other friends/confidants have suggested jealous as a motive, but come on does jealous have no end? I definitely see no end in sight. UGH! These are the friends that you feel as though you are walking on egg shells during simple day to day interactions. Let me tell you THERE IS NO WAY TO REMEMDY THESE PEOPLE!!! I've tried ignoring her, she fires back with facebook messages ( how lame i know, its like competing in the special olympics, even if you win your still dumb--okay that wasn't nice or politically correct, but you know what I'm getting at). I've also tried a more hands on approach of fighting back (nothing physical) verbally of course, also to no avail...she has no legitimate arguments...they are so circular, you can't compare apples to oranges. My last attempt at solution has worked somewhat better, acting as if nothing is wrong. By letting her work out her personal issues in a matter of oh a half hour, she acts as if nothing ever happened. Yes, i think this bitch is bipolar. I'm deeply sorry for any of you who also have an EeNmEiMlYy in your life.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
one of those, ' you wouldn't believe it if i told you' kinda days..
First off, if your reading this know that i am not complaining about my life, its events, or the people i reference; i've just had a rough, super long day and i'm getting it out right now in hopes of actually being able to sleep when i lay my head down.
725 one of our own angels was welcomed into heaven, where he is currently working it with jesus ♥
1200 another angel was welcomed into heaven quite prematurely at the age of 18 after a fatal car crash
245 my gram tries to reconcile horrible relationships with other family members by blaming them. I've decided that the adage about admitting your problems is the first step to recover is true, if you cant admit you have a problem your never going to learn from it and grow. Anyways, i refuse to take part in such a hypercritical conversation, everyone makes mistakes and until you stop blaming others and take full responsibility for yourself there was no lesson learned and no point to your screw up. Maybe one day the "adults" in my family will realize that they too, need to grow up.
500 Im cornered by my step mom in relation to family issues, not only regarding the gram who was conversing earlier about it but also an aunt and uncle. I mean is this really necessary? All i'm trying to do is keep peace in all of my relationships within the family forget what everyone else is doing/not doing.
..on that note, my sister is getting married at my parents house in the spring of next year. considering current revelations in my lovely fathers side of the family, the fact that my mother and father despise each other and that my sisters fiancee's parents feel about the same as my parents do towards each other i'd say this mix makes for an awkward ass wedding. thank god for alcohol. seriously.
1000 Best friend from high school calls me to tell me her boyfriend broke up with her. While i've been the rock for myself as well as others today, this call drained any emotions i had left. Like how much can really happen in one day. I mean, yes i do realize things can get a lot worse..but this day has been chocked full of misfortunes for everyone in my life. I feel somewhat repulsed by this issue she is weighing her happiness so heavily on a boy..not a man, a BOY! It also gets to me because during my darkest days at college instead of being there she sat there trying to crack jokes...telling me how i should be more responsible etc...which is completely unsupportive. UGH
1045 Boy f (not the full boyfriend yet) got into a fight with his brother, is super upset...driving back to school in the middle of the night and its like a three hour drive. i have no reason to be upset about him not going to dinner at my sisters with me tomorrow but at the same time i'm sort of resenting that he couldnt just say no, instead of skating around telling me. Whatever, i'm sure its just the rest of todays events getting to me.
725 one of our own angels was welcomed into heaven, where he is currently working it with jesus ♥
1200 another angel was welcomed into heaven quite prematurely at the age of 18 after a fatal car crash
245 my gram tries to reconcile horrible relationships with other family members by blaming them. I've decided that the adage about admitting your problems is the first step to recover is true, if you cant admit you have a problem your never going to learn from it and grow. Anyways, i refuse to take part in such a hypercritical conversation, everyone makes mistakes and until you stop blaming others and take full responsibility for yourself there was no lesson learned and no point to your screw up. Maybe one day the "adults" in my family will realize that they too, need to grow up.
500 Im cornered by my step mom in relation to family issues, not only regarding the gram who was conversing earlier about it but also an aunt and uncle. I mean is this really necessary? All i'm trying to do is keep peace in all of my relationships within the family forget what everyone else is doing/not doing.
..on that note, my sister is getting married at my parents house in the spring of next year. considering current revelations in my lovely fathers side of the family, the fact that my mother and father despise each other and that my sisters fiancee's parents feel about the same as my parents do towards each other i'd say this mix makes for an awkward ass wedding. thank god for alcohol. seriously.
1000 Best friend from high school calls me to tell me her boyfriend broke up with her. While i've been the rock for myself as well as others today, this call drained any emotions i had left. Like how much can really happen in one day. I mean, yes i do realize things can get a lot worse..but this day has been chocked full of misfortunes for everyone in my life. I feel somewhat repulsed by this issue she is weighing her happiness so heavily on a boy..not a man, a BOY! It also gets to me because during my darkest days at college instead of being there she sat there trying to crack jokes...telling me how i should be more responsible etc...which is completely unsupportive. UGH
1045 Boy f (not the full boyfriend yet) got into a fight with his brother, is super upset...driving back to school in the middle of the night and its like a three hour drive. i have no reason to be upset about him not going to dinner at my sisters with me tomorrow but at the same time i'm sort of resenting that he couldnt just say no, instead of skating around telling me. Whatever, i'm sure its just the rest of todays events getting to me.
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